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Love and Attraction
April 2007
Wed, Apr. 11th, 2007 05:38 pm

hey there ya'll!
i figured it was time.. time agin to revist my old huant.. live journal!
my computer is working life has set its path and i am soon to be my own boss in my own busness now that i'm starting to book well paying make-up jobs life is on the up and up (thank God!) just in time for my 21st birthday party to which you all will be getting e-mail invites and long overdue phone calls!! which i am most looking forward to hearing that you all have next weekend free to PAR-TAY!!!!

so stay cool


Current Location: home
Current Mood: determined determined
Current Music: the dandys


Mon, Jul. 17th, 2006 09:06 pm
hey kids.

i havn't touched this thing since january, hardly ever on a computer these days expcept for a last minute assignment, pluss the stupid sucuraty on my puta doesnt allow me to stay signed in!!

anyways to all of you who may read this and whom i havent seen in meany months, i miss you and think of you and one day when i stop porcrastanating i will call you, and please i hope that day comes soon!! cause i say FUCK to procratanating and to spelling it correctly! all i know is that i just was reminded yesterday that my major assignment for the year is due next week... so anyways point is i will be spending more time on puta and will update with some cool ass pictures of my recent make up assignments and once i have finshed my work i will be cleabrating and will be inviting all of you lovely creatures!

<3 me.

(fuck i sound like a fuck wit!)
*kicks self in head*

oh yes and my hair is pink!

Current Location: jame's work computer in glebe.
Current Mood: fucked up
Current Music: the hum of massarge chair form james ex


Thu, Jan. 26th, 2006 02:24 pm

ello everyone, man getting to the internet has been hard but here i am and glad to hear in the new year everyone i love is doing pretty damn well.

this holiday's been mindblowing but i will be so happy to be home just sad i can't take some of my new friends with me. i miss everyone heeps but fuck i miss jamie smelly as he is. my dad and susie are driving me nuts but dads now sick from drinking the water and susie may have screwed her uni app. but all is well im shopping up a strom but having deficulty with gifts. so it may just have to be duty free ciggys if i have any moneys left.. omg gloy sass and bide yayayayayayaY!

fuck i feel like a nun or something no sex drugs ciggys or alcohol for almost a month now.. i don't know how im not crazy.. ahh yes shopping. thats all there is to do well we whent to some islands and waterfalls and stuff but the weathers mostly hot and gluggly not sunny.. i miss sydney.

anyways i have to get going but it looks as tho i'll be joining kim and G at the gym all this rice has made my tummy swell (wish i could say the same for my tits) and it just doesnt go with the $25 desiel jeans i brought..

okays off to write a dirty email to my boyfriend. lol muahahahaha *evil grin*

see you all soon!! and par-TAY!!!!!!!!
vodkaanna vodkaanna vodka annaanna lalala


Fri, Jan. 6th, 2006 04:09 am


so when was the last time i updated this crap!? i am lazy we all know that. But now i am in another country and what seems like another world. 6 days after the new year and im sitting in an internet cafe across the road from my hotel in Manila, capital of the philippines.

anyways got to go.

miss you all will talk more laters.



Mon, Nov. 21st, 2005 07:19 pm
Your Birthdate: April 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.

Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence

Your weakness: Suspicion of others

Your power color: Eggplant

Your power symbol: Spade

Your power month: October

well thats funny.

hey all its been a long hiatus from livejournal for me. no reason and yet a million reasons..

i feel the need now cause this last week will be one i will remember for quite some time and with so many things happing and actually having to think about stuff instead of driving it to the back of my mind, i've learnt alot about myself. and i've turned into a person i dont much like.

Susie asked me to simply burn a disc with her formal pics on it for a friend, the computer was stuffing up so i didnt do it.. and keept saying i would then she leaves me a msg on my phone asking when she can have it because she's now let this friend down twice. and it stuck a cord cause she hadn't let anyone down i had, but it really bothered her, didnt much bother me... i let people down all the time, and this is what i realised, im a shit friend, sister girlfriend and daughter cause i am contentally letting people down or braking my word or lieing or being just plain inconsetarete. and im uesed to letting myself down or thinging i can't do something.. anyways my point is i have to stop! i have to be a better person and not full of all these fucken regrets about the disitions or things i do, the mistakes i make. cause this is my life and i need to be happy with it and what im doing with it. and im so lucky to be surounded by people who care about me no matter how many times i've let them down but i know that that just makes what i say and do meaningless unless i actually say and do it.. ahhh ok not making any sence.. still may have some of that anithetic corsing through my viens.

And G sorry about this morning it wasnt suposed to be like that.

otherwise i shall update more "so this is whats happening, we should catch up!" later right now its back to bed and the fetuel position.

Current Mood: depressed depressed
Current Music: Pink - Split personality


Wed, Aug. 31st, 2005 01:52 pm

sick days are the best.. though now i have to stop shopping and acually go do some crap. spending all day in bed and buying usless crap that although cute you really don't need.. (but its so cheep!!!!) le sigh.

i really miss him.. this is so sad.

i dont want to go to work tomorrow. :(

Current Mood: blah blah
Current Music: Shakira - La Tortura (Shaketon Remix) (Artista Invitado Alejandro Sanz)


Tue, Aug. 16th, 2005 05:14 pm
lyrics - Janet Jackson - YouCollapse )

i have so much on my mind and its weird not even being able to talk to livejournal.. i think i've really fucked myself this time. i wish i could start my life over again theres so many things i'd do differently.. ahh the gift of hindsight.

sorry to everyone. i know i've been a hermet lately. just been busy and a little stressed for the first time in my life.

hopefully this will all be for the best. maybe i could actually have some clarity in my life. ahh woe is me! le sigh... i think i just need mind numbing substances. and maybe to get laied.. haha thats my suluction to everything.. anyways i've got to go lifes awaiting me.

Current Mood: contemplative im an idot
Current Music: the body rockers - i like the way you move


Sun, Aug. 7th, 2005 07:58 pm
Im back!

you know if you noticed i was gone.

came home this afternoon from a week in melbourne... which was different. i managed to spend way to much money and gave in to the tempation that is cowboy boots, and found my new favourite brand of cosmetics and broke a nail.. did a hell of a lot of walking and eating and shopping.. and way too much time with james lol
anyways.. melbourne was very cool but i think im a sydney girl though, but man the public transport was.. like wow.

but its sunday night and after three weeks of lovly lovly holidays i have to go back to work.. *cries* nooooooooooooooooo! not to mention becky and holly have now left and im gonna have twice as much work and things are twice as much complicated with james.. oh well what cha gonna do? but im so tired so bedtime now..

oh yeah and my phone has offically died (its driving me nuts without it) the batterary's fucked.. but i'm getting a new one this week and then i shall call peoples and do stuff... you know? lol

night night

Current Mood: drained drained
Current Music: Mariah Carey - Mine Again


Thu, Jul. 21st, 2005 08:15 pm
SO here i am munching on my freshly baked fudge browines and updating livejournal. its not so bad down here. im enjoying the hoilday away from work and people namily james, i get to take the dogs for long walks and bake and feel really stupid.

but i'll be damned if i get on this computer again fuck me its slow! died on its ass when i tryed to look at my email. so now its driving me mad all the email i didnt get to cheack tho most of it was rsvp crap... hahha yeah i joined rsvp because sam was all like see if you can do better! meh and now i have 15 kisses a day from mainly freaks and old dudes.. doesnt help given what i said on my profile, lol. the internets funny.. tho there is this one nice guy, but no girls there all desprate ugly girls looking for love. okk not ugly... just old. lol no no im being mean sad and pathetic.. and perhaps a little spiteful.

Anyways i spend a lot of time thinking... thinking about how nice it would be to have a cone or some sex or some more drugs or to hit up my step dads liquor cabinate.. speaking of this coke has no rum.. what else is there to do but drink. but yeah thinking namily about stupid rude ungrateful boys.. but nevermind that.

ok im off its nearly bed time i've got to get up early and play tennis. then its too the mall im in some grate need for retail theraphy (ok i so can't spell that one) i am so losing my mind... i need a fucken smoke. grr argh


Mon, Jul. 4th, 2005 10:07 pm